It's December already. Time does fly so fast. I learn a lot from these twelve months, through good things also bad things. This time, I want to share what I learned from 2017. In the past years, I felt like I didn't do much things in one year. I felt like I was just doing the same things over 12 months. But this time, it's different.
So yeah, this year is actually the continuation from last year, where I began to fearfully take commitments, also be responsible in every decisions I made. There are so many things that I worked on in 2017. I built some small startups this year. I challenged myself to take risks and opportunities I never took before. I had some beauty projects I didn't expect. I got some new friends I never knew before.
Being a beauty blogger and an entrepreneur in the same time is pretty hard to do. Specially for me, who's not good at time management. I often feel tensed in days and nights. I want everything turns out very good but sometimes it just doesn't go my way. So, in this year, I learn to let go; I learn to forgive myself; also, I learn to accept myself.
I, initially, love to get to know new things. I always push myself to study harder. I remind myself that I can master everything if I swot harder. Yet weirdly, on the other hand, I want people underestimate me, so they don't demand much from me. Cause, simply I hate disappointing others.
2017 is amazing. It's all by His grace. Lord Jesus is very very nice to me. His grace is overflowed in me. People say I'm lucky, I say I'm blessed. Thank you Jesus for all this time. Thank you for forgiving and still loving me always. I can't thank Jesus enough for every little thing He did for me. Thank you.
2017 is amazing. It's all by His grace. Lord Jesus is very very nice to me. His grace is overflowed in me. People say I'm lucky, I say I'm blessed. Thank you Jesus for all this time. Thank you for forgiving and still loving me always. I can't thank Jesus enough for every little thing He did for me. Thank you.
Okay. This one is random. But, I feel this the most in 2017. All this time, I thought I never had close friends. Sometimes, I feel so lonely yet relaxing to be alone. Perhaps it's because I'm an introvert. If I'm in a group of five or three, my four or two friends will be way closer to each other than to me. I never get to that close with my close friends. In friendship, I always keep the distance between me and them. Cause, simply I don't like to have issues with them. My thought is the more you're close with someone, the more potential you have issues with them.
But... A few days ago, I had a very surprising moment from my friends. It's when they spare their time to come to my Fita booth, to support me. I feel like I had an early birthday surprise ;D Hmm I am literally very thankful and grateful for everyone who walks in my life; either to just be with me or taught me a lesson.
Thank you, and now I'm so ready to welcome 2018. I hope everything is gonna be alright. I hope everything is gonna be just fine. I'll talk about my resolutions in a separate blogpost, so please look forward to it ;)
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