Movie Syndrome

Have you ever experienced the weirdo syndrome? Like what?

Like this.

The moment when you see a movie, then you feel totally awesome about that. But then, at the next seconds, the movie ends, and now your life is going back to normal. Not as awesome as in that movie anymore. Oh I really hate that. That movie syndrome. I do not have any idea if there is anyone who experience that same syndrome, like me. Sigh. You know, I hate that sometimes I'm being too much. In anything. I bring up too much emotion in everything I say, or see, or watch, or even only read.

Intro.

On one fine-shine-bright morning, I woke up (not) beautifully. I showered myself this morning (you better be aware that's a good news for everyone, especially my mom). Then, I ate my brunch fast. And back to my bed. Well, you should be informed, too, that holiday will never give you any works to do. Typically, the long one. So today, I choose to spend the rest of my Monday just laying on bed. But in time, oh, I just remembered. Yesterday I bought Meter Per Second, a ½ Novel by Debbie Widjaja and, Kent Sutjipto (@nyankent), whom I figure as a pretty talented writer plus blogger. At that point, I think m/s will be my official companion for this holiday. Yep, at least for December. Or only for a couple of days.

Anyway, I want to give a small review (it is because I have not finished reading it) about the novel: I love the way Debbie writes. 'I dropped a little of my tears when it reached to the part where Jason gave the watch to Rhea' can be a strong evidence, right? To be honest, I broke my heart seeing Fil broke her heart, too. #spoiler

Oh I really hate to get this movie syndrome. Please (like seriously) somebody do tell me if anyone of you, out there, ever felt this. And please do give me how-to-be-healed tutorial of this. Like I said above, I'm always too much. In anything. The story tells exactly about a coming-entry I want to share.

Passion vs Circumstance

I finally re-read all the post I pinned up, which are only five, if you really count, from the very first time I created this blog. And, if you see carefully, the last post is on Sun, February 24th, 2013. More than that,  the essays I posted, it is in order to submit my words for a blog-post contest. Well, that doesn't mean I abandon this blog, also disremember to post something on it. But I think I'm bored with this writing stuff plus I'm busy as you always know it. I've been in an awfully hectic week, especially the final exam week and that's because of that anomalously freakish project(s). In some way, it is not that I hate my major but some projects and the tutors really drive me crazy, primarily that long man. Besides,  I say no for this say: "Unfailingly, I will make time for you even if I'm busy." The one I agree is: "If I am busy, please understand it that I am undoubtedly busy."

Well, my point is not I'm bored also I'm super busy and I won't post anything anymore. Inversely, I re-obtain my exciting feeling about compiling words, looking at dictionary to get more vocabs and stuffs plus I'm now in my holiday week as well as I'm free like a bird to post everything I love on this sweetly white sheet.

Anyway, during this four semesters, I've been dealing with every single thing about Interior Architecture. I fill my brain up with interior vocabularies, ideal numbers of ergonomic things on furnitures, ways to sketch on a white paper, knowledge of the system how to use AutoCad 3DsMax and its friends also the programming thing before designing something. Somehow, it makes me love interior thingy, bit by bit. It is as a result of learning something very useful that indeed can be applied in whatever major you are. But, by any means, it is also making me sure that actually my passion is not for outlining plan for some house in residence, as well as public areas such cafes or restaurants. I choose wasting my hours in front of the laptop and having some creativities on adobe creative suites, learning more about typography, branding, packaging, or anything about it than coping with cad.

Regretfully, I can not turn back the time. I do not even have an option. I can not be someone who is selfish and try to forgo everything and follow what I feel deep affection for. All I have to do is just keeping body and soul together. Even though this will rob my quality seconds with family and best friends and every activity I'm dying for. I believe that someday all hard work I have done will be paid off. One fine day, I will kick some ass.

To end, who's with me?

THANKS

The Sweet Escape(s)

Hooooy I'm coming back! I know you guys have been missing me all the time! #yea So, it's been a long time no write here. And of course there are so many sweet stories I really want to tell to you. I mention it as my sweet escape(s)! Anyway, you should know that I was a bit busy lately with my university life. As I already started my study as the fourth semester student in Interior Architecture.

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And this is my first sweet escape at Bali. *hooray!* This short sweet trip with be sties is in the middle of my short semester. Yes, call me the happiest gurl in town!!

The Junction

Doll Gallery at The Junction

Beachwalk

Conrad Resort Beach

Potato Head

Conrad Resort

Conrad Chapel

RockBar

Let's go to the next part! *dancing!* TKMDII XI (Temu Karya Mahasiswa Desain Interior Indonesia Sebelas) at Solo >> one of my major program

New Friends!

Delegasi Universitas Ciputra with LO

Having fun!

Delegasi Universitas Ciputra

Team Stand!

The third event: saying happy birthday to my girls! MellisaChs and Audreyvincentia

at Audrey's

Surprise!

And last but not least: my photo session by Oline. Telling the stories of my own life: with dancing, drawing in class, and living up my dreams.

Wait for the next sugar escape(s)!

Special (Christmas) Day

Relate this to Christmas Day:

I was watching Rooftop Prince (Korean drama series) by myself, in my room, and suddenly some relatives (10) come to my house. I was surprised. My grandma, dad's brothers and their wife, cousins, even relatives from Sampit (Kalimantan) also came. It's really been a long time that we run into each other. What a happy-sudden big family gathering. And as usual, our first conversation was: Ah, you look more beautiful! and obviously I say thank you while blushing. But I think I should be thankful, at least they didn't say Kamu gemukan, ya! It would hurt me more, eh. And the next is: How is it? Do you have boyfriend? You clearly know what would I do, right? Smile so bright. He he he. Somehow I just realized why some of you may not like the big family gathering, yeah I know for sure the reasons behind it!

That sudden family gathering reminds me of my little family. I grow in a healthy and happy family. Thank God I still have my two guardian angels plus two little cute stars by my side, but it's been a long time that we don't have a complete-five family picture. Well, I know it's a bit late, but Merry Christmas! May God bless you and the family! Be thankful if you still have your family, and if not... still be thankful, because He still takes care of you!

Speaking of which, I did come to church this christmas eve with my friends. It's actually my first time coming on christmas eve. It was great, though. I should've posted the 35k candles but I ended up with nothing to upload. It was really romantic <3

Once again, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

The End of The World

Suku Maya said that tomorrow (12/21/2012) is the end of the world. It's just according to their calendar. What's on my mind is 'Do you really trust them?' Honestly, that question is blinking on my head right now. If it's true, what would I do a second later? What would I do before the world comes to an end? Maybe, I will just be at home, pray, and hope so that He can forgive all of my sins. Or maybe, I'll take the courage to say I love you to him before it's too late. Or maybe I'll go to spa and enjoy the massage before they close the place forever. More than that, I think it's a warning to all of you to get closer to Him (in any beliefs). Good luck then, let me know if you're still alive tomorrow.

I really mean it.

Happiness

What is it that pops out in your head after hearing a word called 'happiness'?

-Having so much money?

-Marry the most prettiest girl?

-Having the most perfect family ever?

-Be the owner of the biggest company in town?

-Be the most famous actor that you're dreaming of?

You're not in error. Everyone in the world is dying for 'that' happiness. If we check out the dictionary, happiness means the state of being happy #yea so I conclude that you all will be happy if you get those, eh? Once again, you're not wrong. But, do you think that you'll be happy after marrying that girl?The girl who has everything: pretty, brainy, rolling in money. You think that your friends are gonna envy you? You think that people are gonna respect you for yourself?Cause I think the answer is NO.

Why? Yes, it's surely because you're too ugly to have her. You'll be the green-eyed-monster. Yes, you'll be dead of jealousy that she's admired by the most handsome men in the city. And, she won't look up to you. She'll even despise you, because she brings in more money than you. Don't you feel happier that you only earn five hundred dollars every month yet your wife thinks highly of you. More than that, happiness is whenever you see another people (esp. people you love) happy. Cliche, but it's true. And you don't have to be something to be the reason why those people feel so cheery.

A few days ago, I was driving and stopped at the traffic light. A little boy came to me. He smiled so brightly approaching me, coming up with the newspapers on his hands. He pointed to Jawa Pos, and I said no with my hand. Then, he pointed to another newspaper, to another newspaper, to another magazine, (and didn't stop smiling so widely), lastly he pointed to Bobo Magazine. I laugh! Regretfully, I still said no.

You know what? He just made my day, with his smile. He's not even a student. Sorry, he's a newspaper seller, and he just made my day. See? You don't have to be something to be a blessing for people around you. Smile! It may brighten their day. Now you can choose which happiness do you want to live with :)